Post Seasonal Affective Disorder

Australian scientists have been collecting evidence of a baffling new syndrome: Post Seasonal Affective Disorder.

While the garden-variety Seasonal Affective Disorder has been well documented as afflicting general members of the community when they experience the transition to the winter months, there has been a burgeoning trend in its little-known football-related variant.

The Post SADs are striking down footy fans, though, not as winter approaches, but as September passes – the season where the sports pages shrink, the Premiership Cup has been handed out, and others become excited about the dreary prospect of horses running around a racetrack.

Bulldogs supporters have been identified as the epicentre of the newly developing epidemic. Researchers hypothesise that their 59-year premiership drought has made them particularly susceptible. Their immune systems are already compromised by harrowing experiences such as … well, we don’t need to go into them here, do we?

While individual symptoms can vary,  case studies of Bulldogs’ supporters have shown that there is a reasonably consistent pattern of pathology, consisting of seven inter-related but distinct phases.

Phase One:  restless irritation, childish envy, petty behaviour

Key phrase: ‘Sixty Years. Sixty bloody years. Sixty $%#@ing years!’

For Bulldogs’ sufferers, the onset of Post SAD disorder often strikes early, even while the finals are still playing out. These patients resort to hollow laughter when Richmond and Collingwood get bundled out in the first week; speeding up in their cars when spotting fans of Grand Final participating clubs crossing at pedestrian crossings in Grand Final Week; and giving noisy sighs of impatience when other fans lament that this year’s Grand Final Parade wasn’t a patch on last year’s. Identified triggers include: the complacent Hawthorn supporter interviewed on TV the day after the 2013 premiership, who could not name how many flags his team had won, and spotting an ‘I am Carlton’ sticker.

Sufferers should not be approached by others, especially fans of successful clubs, in this phase.

In some of the more serious cases, there are wild threats to switch allegiances. This is potentially catastrophic in the situation of vulnerable young supporters, whose indoctrination program by parents might not yet have been complete, or where family dysfunction has meant there is a non-Bulldogs parent in the home.

In 1997, a particularly virulent strain affected hundreds of Bulldog fans who, still recovering from the infamous preliminary final collapse against Adelaide, pinned their hopes on the Socceroos’ World Cup campaign and turned up a few weeks later to the MCG to watch their ill-fated attempt to qualify. Many of these are now considered intractable.

Phase two: grieving, self-pity

Key phrase: ‘I will NEVER love another player as much as I loved Daniel Cross!’

While less antagonistic, sufferers have now become morose, petulant and generally unpleasant to be around. (A bit like the drunk you can’t get rid of at a party). They refuse to countenance the idea that any Bulldogs’ players can move on, or should retire, no matter how decrepit they evidently are, or how much the patient has actually dismissed them as ‘past it’ during the season. Symptoms include running out of the room when faced with footage of a formerly loved player happily donning another, despised guernsey and grandiose, teary declarations such as: ‘There will only ever be one Number Four for me.’ (Nonetheless, when asked who wore number six before Luke Dalhaus, vague answers are supplied: ‘Hang on, I remember him – smiley guy….wait, it’s coming to me!’)

Conversely, sufferers become hysterical about the idea of trading away chronically injured or psychologically fragile under-performers, being obstinately convinced that the VERY moment that the club gives up on Shaun Higgins or Jarrad Grant will be the time where they finally get their bodies or mindsets right and become match-winning superstars for another team.

Phase three: anxiety, fear, doubt

Key phrase: ‘We will screw things up in the off-season.’

This phase involves obsessive-compulsive perusal of the newspapers to check whether the Bulldogs have overnight announced that  Ryan Griffen will be swapped for an unknown but  ‘athletic’ outside runner, or that Jake Stringer is to be traded for a 210 cm, 52 kilogram string-bean ‘development player’ who once bagged five goals in the Horsham Under 12s.

Anxiety levels also soar when headlines blare about footy players behaving badly. It can take some time for sufferers to settle down and be persuaded that Tom Williams and Daniel Cross dived into the Hong Kong Harbour to SAVE a drowning woman, not be involved in a childish prank involving short-statured people.

(When questioned by support staff or carers about these notions, patients begin rambling about ‘Captain Gronewegen’ and ‘Tony Buhagiar.’)

Phase four: optimism

Key phrase: ‘Our new recruits all look awesome! They’re great blokes too!’

After taking minimal interest in the machinations of the draft, the sufferer of post-SADs suddenly breaks out of his or her listless torpor and tunes in to admire the  new recruits with their dorky pimply smiles. There is avid reading of statistics and Emma Quayle’s summary of their strengths. This confirms that they are superstars who will definitely form the backbone of the next Bulldogs’ premiership team. Next thing you know the sufferer is saying:

‘Wow!! doesn’t that new guy look great in his number four jumper?’

More mature recruits who have previously been loathed are now merely misunderstood, or likely to undertake a radical change of character once they associate with our lovely young men. According to this line of thinking, Barry Hall, once he got the chance to hang out with Murph and Gia,  became a gentle giant, helping teach Sudanese refugees to play footy at Ardeer Primary School. The footage of him decking Staker? Probably just a bad camera angle.

Phase five: denial 

Key phrase: ‘Footy is just a game’. 

While superficially patients appear to be in recovery, this is actually one of the most dangerous phases. Resolutions are made to adopt a mature, thoughtful and insightful attitude to the natural ups and downs of football. The patient claims to be unaffected by injustices that affected their team, and adopts an unsettling pose of nonchalance and even, uncharacteristically, feigns generosity of spirit and sportsman-like behaviour.

Here are some examples, from a source close to me, of just how insidious this phase can be:

‘I really don’t mind that Brian Lake won the Norm Smith medal. Good on him. He deserves it.’

‘You know, those umpires in the 2009 preliminary final were just doing their job.’

‘Look, the Cost of Living Allowance is actually quite justified, otherwise how would the Swans ever get Buddy Franklin to live in Sydney near all those beaches and nightclubs?’

‘It mightn’t be the Dogs next year, but you’ve really got to hope that Great Western Sydney starts to do well. For their fans as much as anyone. And to grow the game in new frontiers. That’s important, right?’

For the loved ones of sufferers of Post-SAD, this can be a confusing and difficult time. If they venture agreement with any of the above, they are likely to be confronted by vicious mood swings and accused of having absolutely NO understanding of football.

Phase seven: acceptance

Key phrase: ‘Who’s playing in the Australian Open?’

Summer arrives. Sufferers are now accustomed to there being no football in the papers. They become contemplative, and have acquired a new, balanced perspective on life. There is a keen appreciation that there is more to life than football. These are signs that health is returning, and the worst danger has passed.

Recovery is fragile, however. A setback may occur if a sufferer decides to support Sam Stosur at the Australian Open.

If this obstacle is overcome, though, the recuperating victim of Post SADs shows little interest in pre-season training, renounces the NAB Cup as a meaningless farce, takes advantages of cheap early bird airfares to plan overseas travel for the following September, and calmly acknowledges the fact that the Bulldogs are in a re-building phase. They will also state that ‘watching the kids develop’ will be satisfaction enough this year.

The sufferer gives only a wry chuckle when hearing on the grapevine that Shaun Higgins is training the house down and Tom Williams is the fittest he’s ever been.

Enjoying this new-found zen-like acceptance, it’s easy to drop one’s guard. We end with a first-person cautionary tale from one sufferer:

“You think you can handle the drive past the Whitten Oval, over Mount Mistake, where you have a great view of the ground. You tell people you’re just on the way to Highpoint. It’s a mere coincidence that the boys are out there training.

“You allow your eyes to rove for a moment, from scowling at the ‘I am Carlton’ sticker on the car in front of you. You spot the boys doing a drill. It’s clear that the guys have bulked up. With their snazzy off season haircuts and suntans, they look like a million dollars.

“There’s Tom Williams sprinting effortlessly down the wing, exchanging handballs with a superlatively fit looking Shaun Higgins.

“Without warning, you find yourself turning into Barkly Street and heading to the Bulldogs’ shop. It’s time to buy a new number four badge.”


Author of 'The Mighty West: the Bulldogs journey from daydream believers to premiership heroes.' Available at all good book stores and probably a few mediocre ones as well. Indoctrinated as a fan of the Bulldogs at an impressionable age. Caught unawares by the 2016 premiership, I have been blogging about being a fan and sometimes about the actual on-field performances of the Western Bulldogs at Twitter @bulldogstragic


  1. Good to see that sympathy for Sam Stosur only lasted a day among Almanackers. We all need a whipping girl.
    Don’t know why you called it a post season disorder Kerrie. As an Eagles supporter I was experiencing all the symptoms by Round 6.
    Very witty piece Kerrie. Welcome aboard.

  2. cowshedend says

    Fantastic Kerrie, like one of those self diagnostic sites,i can definitely relate to phases 1 and 3 .
    Reckon the club could make a quid out of those suffering the’SAD’s, how about an annual ceremonial changing of the badges.
    The Hyde st band can accompany the white glove wearing attendant with the new Crameri badge, and the Markovic badge is placed solemnly into the Clearance Bin.

  3. Neil Anderson says

    Thank you Doctor Soraghan for your diagnosis. Like most men I am reluctant to visit a doctor and for the last fifty-nine years I’ve been experiencing the symptoms you have described so well and have done nothing about it. Until now, when I realize I am not alone suffering this malaise. Is there a support group available at the moment?
    Perhaps you could forward your thesis on to the doctor from Embarrassing Bodies before he starts his tour down under so to speak.

  4. Yvette Wroby says

    Dear Dr Kerrie,

    I feel so much better having read your article, and like Neil, need to understand the illness that pervades post season. It was so bad I have left the country for 6 months, no footy, no Yvette. I sent your article to a friend who wrote me that she was missing footy and she loved it too. Now to send it to my sister Denise, she’ll really understand all the Bulldogs symptoms and I will be joining her this year to share some of them, as well as the other tragi-comedy, St.Kilda matches.

    Fabulous article. Very funny and much needed medicine.

    Keep writing


  5. Phillip Dimitriadis says

    Hope in Tom Williams and Shaun Higgins says a lot. Welcome to the deluded optimists club Kerrie. I had a severe case back in early 1994 with a kid called Kent Butcher. By early ’95 it had passed. Excellent article Doc!

  6. Malcolm Ashwood says

    Entertaining read Kerrie , have found there is the false hope condition which is now up to 33 yrs found to multiply after losing a final to a team which finished 9th
    Thanks Kerrie keep articles coming

  7. Glen Potter says

    Excellent article, Kerrie.
    Pre-2007, I could relate with a bit of what you said. As a 40-year-long Geelong supporter I read your piece with a sense of guilt as the Cats’ success of recent years had me uneasily moving in my seat while I read on. Ringing in my ears was the 2001 hit for Ben Folds, ‘Rockin’ The Suburbs’, where my subconscious took over. He sings,

    ‘Let me tell y’all what it’s like, being male, middle-class and white’,

    sarcastically bemoaning that white boys from middle-class America have it tough too. My unease with being a sated Geelong supporter was due to a natural empathetical stance I prefer to take on most issues. Please take it in good faith when I say I hope things can turn around for your club.
    Well done.

  8. Fellow sufferers: we have all taken our first step in acknowledging our condition. However I neglected to mention that researchers have as yet not unearthed a cure.
    Yvette leaving the country may be drastic.. But even this has not really helped has it?
    Glen .. Geelong is the hope I cling to in the dark nights of the Post SAD s.. Your last few years have been astonishing..but at least your mob were making grand finals. It’s been 52 years since we’ve even appeared in one!

    As for Cowshed end’s suggestion that had me in stitches, but perhaps these mourning rituals might help just as these cathartic admissions perhaps have.

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